Thursday, March 13, 2008

soon, soon, soon it's happening...


I'm moving here!!! I'm so excited, I can't wait for things to fall into place** my friend said to me: sure, I have room for you, come on, it'll be fun!! I'm so thankfull for it, thanks Frøydis, you are too cool! I will have a beautiful, light room, with a huuuuge window, and a balcony, and lots of space for my creative studio and my books and my sweet stuff; my miffy's, my flamingo, my plants, my plastic frog... I wish I could start moving right away, but all my things, my furniture and my clothes are tucked away at my mums, at her attic, and in her basement...it's really crowded. I've managed to work my way through the attic, but I need to dig through the basement as well....my drawer is there, I need it lol and my fruit-books lol again!besides, I need some help from friends with cars;) this upcoming weekend, our hockey team is going to sweden for a tournament...it will be the conclusion of our season...but really, I part of me wish I could stay at home, moving and arranging;)
as I said...so little time...but...sweden will be fun! we're going to Säffle, small, small place, I'll empty my memory card and start shooting from the moment we arrive, for that, I can't wait!

...these are random photos from flickr and other places, of stuff I like, and that inspire me...I haven't had any time to do any decorating of my new place yet, I'm dreaming about it all the time, I will buy a new working desk, I saw a beautiful one at ikea...it's made of black and see-through glass, with flowers and butterflies...I'm going to buy it, I know...it's the one I keep thinking about...




...I really need photos like this now! I notice, I've been totally out of energy, moving from my old places really took it all, the man I rented the flat from was so...I don't want to say to much, but terrible comes to mind, because he was so slick, he tried to fool me, he treated me like I was stupid, like I knew nothing, he tried to make me pay rent for longer than I should according to my contract, he really thought he could treat me like nothing... it was too much for me, now afterwards, I realise that... I have been living at my boyfriends place after that, and on one hand, it's great, because I love being around him, but we both agree that we are not going to live together, it's much more fun the other way, and it's really no room for me at his house either, my books are occupying every inch of his workspace...and these are only books I need for school. in such a mess, I can't work. I can't scrap, I can't be creative. I hope, and I'm certain of, that spring will be much better. I feel my energy coming back. it's really been much harder than I've been willing to admit lately...I haven't felt like eating anything, but I forced myself still, I keep falling asleep every evening, even though it's not late, I just want to sit down and do nothing, all the time. I don't like it like that. I want to run around and be happy. when I try to play hockey, my legs won't move, I don't care if we win or loose....
two days ago, I found my pink stockings and dotty socks and summer skirts on my mums attic! I won't complain to much, it will be better. I'll do a little shopping tomorrow. I'll dream about my new butterfly-desk, I'll dream about pink hair! (I haven't even been able to go to the hairdresser for months...) I will move into my new place, and be surrounded by beautiful buildings and pretty nature...
writing this felt good!! happy easter everybody, thank you for reading!! I'm smiling now:):)**









7 comments:

ania said...

Aww så deilig :) Det bordet høres kult ut da, må nesten sjekke det ut jeg og :)

Scrappelise said...

Hmmmmmmmm----hmmmmmm, endelig tid (lyst) til å sitte ved PC`n ca 60 sek. Overalt ser jeg at folk er slitne, det MÅ VÆRE VÅREN SOM ER I ANMARSJ? Er vi slik fordi nordmenn er programmert til å være på topp kun hvis vinteren er kald og sommeren er den eneste årstiden med varmegrader? Jeg velger å tro det...
Gleder meg til å se bilde av arb.benken din. :)

Camilla :-) said...

Jeg kjenner igjen bildene av stedet du skal flytte til!! Jeg er oppvokst på Sagene, i Maridalsveien i ett gammelt hus fra 1850. Dette ligger litt nedenfor huset vårt. Jeg hadde ei venninne fra klassen som bodde i et falleferdig boligkompleks akkurat der vannet renner...

Sosa said...

Oj, du høres sliten ut ja...... Godt du skal flytte snart! Fint å ha sitt eget krypinn, er jo ikke alle som passer å leve sammen med kjæresten døgnet rundt. Ikke jeg ihvertfall *knegg* men nå ble det slik da...... Jeg har min egen krok her oppe og det er deilig!
Vi pakker og pakker og reiser på hytta i morgen forhåpentligvis. Skal bli godt med fjell og frisk luft og vi håper på MAAAASSSSE sol!
Så skal det bli kos med treff. Håper d har fått igjen litt energi og inspirasjon til da! :)
Ønsker deg en super påske!

Klemmer!

Fatima said...

Håper du vil finne igenn formen og det moduset du vil være fort. Ønsker deg en riktig god påske.

Dana said...

tove--!
just found your blog, and it rocks. I have been missing out!! please get your body over to our flickr group and post. =]

xoxo
D.

leasanders said...

Greetings from the U.S.! Great photos and projects.

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